2021.12.08 03:02 kenny_McCormick- First time playing in 9 months and the first box i opened had leon!
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2021.12.08 03:02 Silver_Instruction_3 What I can I do to strengthen this desk so I can use it as a stand for a 36x18x18 tank?
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2021.12.08 03:02 TheAlmightyFEZ I’m a tattoo artist and I made a flash sheet to contribute to the hype. Campaign here we come!
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2021.12.08 03:02 rDragaliaLostMods An Event Revival, The Great Dragonyule Offensive, Is Coming Soon!
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2021.12.08 03:02 Reynaldojeh Can't find a balance
My dad was diagnosed with Staged 4 Prostate Cancer metastasized to the lungs and bones February of 2020. For almost 2 years now we have fought and I took upon myself his care. I take him to every appointment, pickup all his medications and take care of all his needs. For all this time my dad was living a normal life; that changed 3 and half weeks ago when he suddenly couldn't walk - I took him to the ED and unfortunately the findings were that his cancer spread through his entire spine and had fractures. After a day or two, doctors came in and gave us two options: 1 - Try radiation on his entire spine or 2 - do surgery. Per his primary oncologist what make more sense was radiation treatment.
My dad though this whole situation was aware of most things and even though he was going through this he always was hopeful and had faith that he will get better.. Let's say that's what kept him alive. After conversations were done with doctors and plans were made to start on this treatment to get him walking again, they chose to come back again but this time to tell us as a family and mostly HIM that after the radiation treatment is over he will no longer be seeking Chemo or any type of procedures to treat his cancer, that his terminal and that once he's done in the hospital he will be moved to a Hospice - And just like the way you are reading it it's the same way he was told by the doctors.
After THAT difficult conversation, my dad's faith and hopes disappeared; from being this man of faith and having the best mood ever, he got: depressed, unresponsive, doesn't want to open his eyes for anything, doesn't want to eat nor drink anything. Nurses and myself have tried so hard to feed him and at least get him hydrated and he's not allowing it. If we try to give him something to drink, he will spit it out. Same with the food, if we try to give him anything to eat he will keep it in his mouth and not swallow it not because he can't but because he is chasing so.
We are entering our 4th week in the hospital and I have stayed with him the entire time - Yes, I have a mom and aunts and cousins that can stay with him, but unfortunately they have their lives and kids, etc and I am the only one that can actually stay with him and be there 24/7. Yes, I do work. No, I am not at this moment because of the situation.
I been very strong the entire time to maintain some control over the situation and keep my family on check with everything going on, but now I am very scared of reaching my limit, to give up just like he did. My mental health had gotten worst over the past few weeks and I honestly don't know how to feel neither what else to do.
I can't find a balance between being a SON and a CAREGIVER - The son part is very emotional and doesn't want his dad to go but the caregiver part is very down to earth and realistic and wants this nightmare to finish, not for me but for him. For him to find his peace.
if doctors wouldn't have that hard conversation with him, he would've been still fighting this disease and having hope to get better even if that wasn't the case but at least he believed it and was trying.
And then, am I wrong for having "crazy" thoughts and wanting my dad to find that light that will give him peace and just move on to a better place where I know he will no longer be in pain neither had so many dark thoughts?
Everything has been so hard and confusing and I'm just mentally exhausted.
Thanks for reading, honestly just needed to get that out somehow.
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2021.12.08 03:02 thirdnippleboy Finished up the new boyz! Plus my Kitbashed Warboss. C&C always appreciated
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2021.12.08 03:02 KOKICHIHEHE I might make part 2 of this stuff.....lemme drink my purple panta rq
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2021.12.08 03:02 DomnuPaiangan Rust Freezes, got audio, windows works fine, anyone?
2021.12.08 03:02 TheSeanLegacy This sub if we were professional hockey players
2021.12.08 03:02 jobsinanywhere Khloe Kardashian People’s Choice Award 2021 Costume: Photo-Hollywood Life
2021.12.08 03:02 The_N9nth damn it got me good
2021.12.08 03:02 HeNe632 Best MVs for the Switch?
Need your best suggestions.. I completely destroyed my knee & my husband, being the rockstar he is, got me a switch to pass the time while I am laid up. I've played Ori (both) and Hollow Knight on Xbox, and just finished Metroid Dread. Thanks!
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2021.12.08 03:02 Thotslayer4447 Swamp Germans BTFO.
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2021.12.08 03:02 babby707 Just finished The Human Chair and am now very interested in Edogawa Rampo. Has anyone read any of his work?
2021.12.08 03:02 RegularNoodles Imagine if no one saw
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2021.12.08 03:02 Small-Can3519 正规 实体 真人 三合一 在线
| 正规实体平台是网上能一清二楚的看到全景大厅现场客人的，但是这还远远不够，网站平台可以对电脑做出一些假画面，没有经历过的玩家根本看不出来画面是假的，真正细心的玩家辨别平台其实很简单，只要让相关工作人员到现场你指定的位置与你挥个手看看是否能与现场同步，这样就能看出平台的真假了，网站平台能做到这一点的平台，那么这是一个值得选择信赖的正规平台 。|
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2021.12.08 03:02 doge-12 Jasiah or BVDLVD?
2021.12.08 03:01 JacoGarbon Classic CS:GO moment
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2021.12.08 03:01 pents1 Minä🥳irl
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2021.12.08 03:01 BirthdayOver6193 Namorada terminou mas beijou
Minha namorada terminou comigo por eu desconfiar muito dela. Aí quando ela tava indo embora eu pedi um beijo na boca e ela deu , isso significa alguma coisa ? , provavelmente porra nenhuma kkkkk , mas quero ter esperanças
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2021.12.08 03:01 gordogg24p [12/8/21] Wednesday's Sports Talk Thread
2021.12.08 03:01 mmtittle subreddit for help brainstorming with writing?
i’m not looking for prompts, i’m looking for like help elaborating on an idea and stuff if that makes sense? i asked something on ask reddit and that was fine but i need somewhere where people know it’s for fiction and can be a bit more helpful
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2021.12.08 03:01 HoomanWhoMayDraw All of my TwoSet fanart! (Except for one)
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2021.12.08 03:01 adotmatrix Canadians 'shockingly unaware' of human trafficking, says national organization
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2021.12.08 03:01 wannaplay- “I’m getting really tired of you and your butterfingers Nedry!”
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